Hi Sweet Buddies,
I think I've put this picture up before but I changed data storage providers and found it again. These guys were so sweet, they were just getting ready for their wedding, when I snapped this. They invited me but I was on my way to somewhere else. I should have gone. Tick, tick, tick.
I am late as always, got caught up in posting a thread about porn and partners on a friends journal. I have therapy, which I am always late for, then I have to go meet with the vet who is working on Gelato. She is in full renal failure, and I'm so dreading having to inject fluids under her skin at home. beau is so wonderufl, he said, "Mom if you;re squeamish, I'll figure out how to do it and do it for you." God I love my son.
My friend is preforming her play once more, or a piece of it, in Long Beach at 8:00 tonight, I so wish I could go but there's just no way. I haven't seen my therapist in weeks and weeks and I have to meet with the vet and visit poor lonely hurting Gelato. Of course my friend will probably hate me and I feel helpless and upset about it, sigh. I so want to be accepted as I am by the people I love, to have people understand me and get me, and appreciate what I can do, rather than being upset with me for the things I can't.
Meanwhile the oil in my car is a dark sludgy brown and hasn't been changed yet.