May 17th, 2000

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I'm so depressed my little black silk hen died. The eveil chicken eating dogs opened her run and killed her for fun. Asshole dogs, I hate them right now!
It never even once entered my mind that they could get in there and hurt her. I'm usually so much smarter about these things. It just never occured to me that our big black poodle would figure out how to open the door and let the little dogs in who would then go after her. I'm so sad and depressed. I've been working away here all day getting the house finished and ready for Beau's birthday and right now I feel so dead and sad and numb. I feel like a rotten animal caretaker/mom.