January 14th, 2001

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I Like Austin City Limits. I think I saw it the Saturday before last. Some country music is just too country, but then there is some that is really beautiful and folksy and I love it. I really like this woman who is singing tonight but I don't know who she is. I love her lyrics and her squeaky little girl voice it's so sweet and charming and moving. Anyone know who this is?

Hey I took this medication four hours ago and I'm not hurting, maybe my body is starting to get used to it. Hmmmm. God I hate being dependant on any kind of medication


Oooh Casey Chambers. She's so cute. I'm going to try to go find her CD. Yeay.
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Guess who was famous for saying or believing that love is eternal?

I have a big French Dracula poster in my hallway that says, "Lamour Est Eternel," so quite naturally I associate it with the undead.

Turns out it was Abraham and Mary Todd Lincoln, they had it inscribed inside their wedding rings. Isn't that romantic?

I've been joining groups and posting things in them. Today I wrote about dreams in Dreame and disorganization and ADHD is GetOrganized. It was fun, and I'm so happy to have found specific communities for specific issues. I'm so happy there's a Burning Man community, yeay.

I really do love you guys, even if I've never met you or spoken to you yet. Live Journal is my home. Yeay.

Hugs,
Jacqui
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I love my cat Jake. I squeeze him and smush him and kiss him like the little brown squishy cat bear he is. He's trying to sneak up on my oatmeal. If he wants some I will let him have it, but it's the ferrets and the rats who love the oatmeal the most. They can't have it today because I ran out of rice milk and bananas so i'm doing the less healthy butter and brown sugar thing. Not good for those little ratty teeth.

I just got up. How the heck did it get to be two oclock?
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I want to complain about Polaroid cameras. I had this amazing one in the seventies that took the best, most fuckd up pictures. They were kind of plasticy and so cool. Now of course, even if I could find the camera, they wouldn't have the film.

When we were in Mexico there were lots of men on the beach, (men never women, hmmm), who wanted to take our picture for four dollars. The best pictures were the ones that came from the older Polaroid cameras with the bellows, just like the one ana mentioned, where you have to peel the film apart. How did they get them, let alone the film for them, when I can't find it anywhere?

Well, guess what? They can get the film in any pharmacy there. The Japanese can get the film, the Chinese can get the film, Vietnamese can get the film, but we can't. And why is that? Because those fuckers at Polaroid love to ship their old stuff across the border and sell it to other countries. They introduce new cameras here like new models of cars. They get us to buy them and then phase them out, making it impossible to get the film, so we'll have to buy the next model.

I can't even find any land cameras anymore, you know the better ones, in any store around here, including Best Buys. The only ones I can find now are the crappy plastic ones and the Joy cam and the little sticker cam. I love the Joy cam and the sticker cam but you just watch how soon it will be impossible to find the film for them. I actually called Polaroid and tried to get some of the different types of film I wanted, no luck.

What I really want is to get access to that huge Polaroid that took giant wall sized prints. I'm so jealous of anyone who got to work with it when I never did. There was a camera that came out a couple of years ago, and before I could even buy it, they phased it out. Do any of you guys remember what it was called? Imagine how pissed you'd be if you were one of the few people who bought it and then you couldn't get the film.

Okay I'll get off my orange crate here, I just had to rant a little. It's just that I hate that companies hold back technology and parcel it out in little bits so you'll buy this model and then next year have to buy that model, when they had all of those features ready to go at the same time. I hate that they make it impossible to use perfectly good products by phasing out the parts. How about how electronics and appliances are not being built to last anymore? It's so much cheaper and easier to get a new VCR, a new TV, or a new stereo, than to repair the one you have. My parents used to keep appliances for years and years, now we get new stuff all the time. I like shopping. I like new things. But I feel really manipulated by the greedy corporate fuckers who are gobbling up all of our money and then taking long vacations in Sardinia and Bali with it. Okay me done.
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Ouch!!! My crazy frightened rat bit me realy really hard. I was feeding him a piece of cheese and he was so excited that he grabbed my finger instead. This is a bad one, much bleeding.
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There is so much that's good on TV tonight. It's hard to choose. There's a Sopranos repeat, The Judy Garland bio, the remake of Gatsby which looks kind of interesting, Masterpiece Theatre and The Practice.