Okay so now Scaredy Cat, the mother of the first kittens, is collapsed in her little bed. She has a fever and can;t walk and there is something hard in her abdomen. I'm thinking it's a kitten she never delivered. I'm so freaked out. I'm waiting for the pet emergency taxi to come because there's no way I can go to the vet and wait three hours. I cancelled Beaus doctor appt. that he had yesterday and I ahve to fly out the door as soon as I finish writing this and then take Noemi to her doctor for her head. Then I ahve to do a few errandy things for the funeral and then come home and really write the eulogy. Fuck.