I don't understand how I missed this. I've been watching the news and regular television programming all evening. Am I being way to sensitive to issues affecting Native Americans to think this may be why this isn't plastered all over the news wires in the same way that Columbine was? I'm not alone in thinking things are going to shit am I? What is happening to our children?
Oh my oh my oh my oh my, life is really overwhelming me right now. It's really exciting and also very painful, change is always like this, kind of like giving birth. I won't be able to write about most of this stuff because there are people involved who could be hurt, and this sucks, because you know me, I'm a blurter and I'm used to processing every little feeling I have with you. How am I going to sit on all of these feelings for as long as I need to? The universe can be so wonderful, loving, generous and kind, and so baffling, painful, and mysterious all at the same time.