Jacqui (jacqui) wrote,
Jacqui
jacqui

Oh Lordy, I just removed all of my LJ friends who had removed me from their friend's list. It'll be nice not to be reminded of the people whose interest I lost. I thought that maybe through my spacey insensitivity, in terms of keeping everyone straight and trying to keep up with allll of these posts and comments, I had alienated people, and that somehow I could win them back by being better at this. Then I thought maybe some of my weird Catholic stuff, the picture of a bleeding Jesus on the cross etc., had scared people off, or typically for a Catholic girl's school girl, there is my fascination and passion for all things sexual, my firecracker-colourful, salty-sea-dog use of language, and my sex mad chat behavior. Perhaps my vintage nudes or talk of various ailments offended them. Worse even, maybe I just bore people. Or perhaps it has nothing to do with me at all, my ego run rampant on a late Sunday night wants to think it's me all me, but I know it isn't. It just feels better to accept these mini blows and remove those damned blue arrows. I can concentrate on trying to be a better Live Journal friend to the many friends I do have and the new one's I keep meeting. It's challenging though, I have such a hard time keeping up with it. I hope people will just keep me for the entertainment value, and forgive my not being so terrific at the rest of it. I'll keep trying. Love you. Goodnight. Jac.
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