Jacqui (jacqui) wrote,

Pregnancy Test

Remember that period that I was looking for? Well, it's still missing. In fact it's been missing for a good while now. Scott's on his way over with an EPT test. I'm feeling super nervous and jittery.

If I were pregnant, my number one concern, beyond anything else, would be the health of the baby, considering there is a goodly ammount of pot smoking and prescibed medication taking between the two of us. Beyond that there's the fact that I am fatter than I have ever been, there's my age and the fact that my blood pressure is a little bit elevated to begin with. Then we come to the fact that we don't live together, we'd have to sell this house and get a bigger one, and neither one of us is ready for this right now, at least we don't think we are and haven't been planning for it.

On the other hand sometimes the greatest miracles happen when you are least prepared for them. Although I'm thinking I'm not pregnant and that this is just some hormonal weirdness because I went off the pill. It's just that I really messed up on my birth control about a month and a half ago and things have been pretty sketchy ever since. I won't ask you guys to pray for us either way because in this case I feel certain that whatever is meant to happen will. I'm just a little bit nervous.

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