I wrote this on the fun poetry word site. You can add your own words and move them around. I didn't have a clue how to grab it and save it as a jpeg and I went to irc to see if anyone knew how. Jennylee told me to use my Paint Shop Pro to grab it and edit it, then I uploaded it and linked it so I could put it up here. Yeay. I LOVE learning how to do things, woohoo, yeay, a great way to start a birthday. Thanks Jennylee.
I was soooo blue yesterday and I just decided today that I couldn't stand one more night of this stress, so I called the loan people and just agreed to the amount they were offering. It isn't enough to solve all of my problems but it will definitely save my building and buy me a little bit of time and breathing room. It should all be settled by the end of next week so everything is coming true according to the astrology report I put up last week. Isn't that great? Thanks for caring you guys.
I so want to go over to my sweethearts house and grab him and love him up. It's amazing how much stress shuts you down. Once it lifts everything is different.
I just made myself face things I was afraid to face today. I went to the doctor and got my new prescriptions. I took Beau's clarinet to be fixed and made friends with this rottweiler guard dog. That was so nice. Poor little doggy. She was one of those dogs who live in this horrible industrial yard place, whose job is to prowl the property and march around and growl at anyone who comes near the fence. I was just determined to be her friend. She smelled me and licked me and even ate peanut butter dog cookies I had in the car. I got so much joy from that, there's just something so rewarding about helping someone who is really lonely and hurting and angry feel a little bit of safety and love. I hate that there are some dogs who aren't played with or cuddled and who are kept only to guard things.
I'm going to buy myself some balloons and cake tomorrow.
Love you guys,