Jacqui (jacqui) wrote,

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I'm sitting here crying and crying. I'm watching the Barbara Walters Adoption Special, Born In My Heart, A Love Story. I called my Mom to remind her to watch it. She called me during the commercial and said, "You know the thing I don't get about this is that I've never thought of you as my "adopted" daughter, you've always been my daughter period." I didn't know that really because every once in a while she'd say something hurtful when she was angry, so it made me think I was this unwanted burden. I want to adopt a little Chinese girl so badly, but I'm not ready yet. I want to be in the right place, health, home and relationship wise.

It's also kind of moving for me that Barbara Walters daughter is also Jacqueline.

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